The Story of Purple Stars

Though my soul is set in darkness,
It will rise in perfect light.
I have loved the stars too fondly,
to be fearful of the night. 
-Sarah Williams

  • I deserve flowers, too.

    Some people think that when I say “I’m a lot”- that I am talking about myself negatively.But- I’m not.Sometimes it’s hard being so self aware. To know these things about yourself and then learn how to love them slowly. In a world that tells you who you are isn’t okay. It isn’t good enough- or…

  • Inconsistent.

    I’m consistent with every other person and thing in my life; besides myself. I give up on myself or the things I want and need more than anything else. Somewhere along the line- I have made myself believe that I am not worth the consistency, the effort. So that is what I accepted from everyone…

  • Hope in the hopeless

    It’s me- I’m the hopeless. The past few days.. Turned into a few weeks that turned into months. I don’t know what I’m doing here anymore. I lost every bit of hope, drive and inspiration I had left in me. When? Honestly- I really don’t know when. I just did.. I just woke up angry.…

  • What’s to plan?

    “If you get tired, learn how to rest- Not quit.” -Banksy I am so so tired.So tired of explaining how tired I am. How broken, worn down, absolutely crushed I am. How much of the person I use to be, that I no longer am. How many dreams I just don’t care about anymore. How…

  • The fire.

    A couple weeks ago I had a fire.Not just any fire, but a total loss “house” fire. I lost everything, and since I lived in an RV, that wasn’t much. But what I did lose? I really don’t know how to get back. When Charlie died, obviously like any parent would, I felt my life…

  • Bicycle safety

    Hey y’all! Me again, as always. 🙃 Wanted to update a post I made a few months ago with some stats for you. So it may be long, but share for me if you can. I’d greatly appreciate it. 🙂 Let’s talk about bicycle safety for a bit. Not many people really think of the…

  • There’s no beauty in the breakdown

    When it hurts to be this broken. Broken;“reduced to fragments; fragmented.ruptured; torn; fractured.not functioning properly; out of working order.changing direction abruptly” From the moment I picked Charlie up, running up that hill with 60lbs in my arms- I was broken.As soon as I picked her up, I knew. She let out one last breath and…

  • I choose to live.

    Its been pretty rough for me lately.A lot of feelings popping up that I just don’t know how to control. A lot of emotions from the following days after the accident.I should have went for that walk.I shouldn’t have let her ride her bike.Maybe I could have taught her how to “safely fall” off a…

  • I will live.

    A little under 3 weeks before Charlie’s birthday.I didnt think it could get harder, but it has been for me. I realize its been almost an entire year without my girl. I realize that i have been living an entire year without the biggest piece of my heart. I don’t want to fill that hole.…

  • I am.

    I love the way I love because someone out there is feeling worthless and low.I love the way I love because someone out there could use a little grace.I love the way I love because someone out there is at the end of their rope. I tell people I love them so much that im…

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